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GLOBAL_HEAD<= [20 Sep 2005|02:23pm] The Concert Saturday Was SO Much Fun. Dont Feel Like Updating Though! 3 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [16 Sep 2005|02:17pm] Erica, i swear on my life i never said that to anyone! i dont go around saying things that arent true, thats not how i am anymore, i learned my lesson. you can believe me or not. its your choice. 4 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= I can turn a straight girl gay, and a gay man straight!! [10 Sep 2005|12:57pm] [ mood | dirty ] [ music | slipknot ] Hey well yesturday afterschool i hung out with lauren elena and brooke. we just sat on the sidewalk for a few hours since im not allowed in her house!and that totally sucks!! because i really wanted lauren to come to the my chemical romance concert with me! but her mom wont let her!! but anyway we were just sitting on the sidewalk talking and recording brooke being stupid with laurens camera. well after i left laurens i went to my grandmas for a few hours till my dad came and got me around 10:00! then i just came hom watched tv, nothing real exciting. so now im just sitting here and im about to go take a shower becuase im about to head off to the mall to get some stuff! ~shelby~ comment! 2 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [26 Aug 2005|06:34pm] omg i had such a fun day yesturday. first i slept in for a while showered then carla came over and me and her talked. then we went up to the football practice for a little bit, where carla got proposed to TWICE. lol carla. then carla had to leave. when my mom got home she drove me to my friend danielle E's house,who lives like past nine mile off of van dyke in warren, so it took a while to get there. when i got there i was just SO excited because i hadnt seen her since i visited her like three months ago. anyway, when i got there we went inside for a little bit, talked, got caught up. she showed me all the letters i had written her while she was locked up. we talked about kingswood, and just so much other stuff. then we left and walked up to this park where we saw her friend kim. she was nice. then we walked kim home then went back to danielles. we went in her room till bout 12:30 a.m. then we decided to go to the niehgboors house. the lady who lives there is really nice. she has a baby girl and a cute son who is 13! after the mom went to bed we watched a bootleg copy of hustle and flow. but the boy was so cute. his name was paris. but danielle considers the kid like her brother, so i dont think anything will be happening with me and him anytime soon. damn, i know something could happen too! well anyways, at bout three me and danielle went back to her house and talked for a little while then fell asleep. we woke up at bout 10:30, and my grandma came and got me at bout 1:00ish. so now i am just at my grandmas cuz im stayin the night here with her. well thats bout all i gotta say. ~Shelby~ comment! 3 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [21 Aug 2005|01:41pm] Name: Shelby Age:13 Astrological Sign: Capricorn Sex/Gender: female Skin: white? Hair: lom brown Eyes: blue green Height: 5’6 Weight: 139? Marital Status: single Sexuality: straight Where Were You Born: royal oak,mi Where Do You Live Now: berkley Job: none Vehicle: none Pets: 1 dog FAVORITES: Type Of Food: strawberries Meal: pasta stuff Snack: rice crispies Fruit: strawberries Vegetable: cucumber Drink: diet coke Alcoholic Beverage: havent really had any yet Cigarette: none Drug: none Movie: girl interrupted TV Show: law and order SVU Band: fall out boy/hawthorne heights/blibk 182 Activity: just hanging Color: black and pink Place To Go: the movies or mall A LITTLE MORE PERSONAL What Do You Wear To Sleep?: shorts and a tank top What Position Do You Sleep In: on my side How Many Pillows Do You Use?: one Do You Hog The Blankets?: yea if like i have sumone sleeping over Do You Roll Around Alot?: yea Do You Snore?: no Do You Drool?: sometimes Whats Under Your Bed?: i dont want to know Your Feelings Towards Pornography: i dont care Your Feelings Towards Strippers: i dont really care Your Feelings Towards Prostitutes: STD What Are Your Fetishes: I dunno FINALLY QUESTIONS List 3 Words That Best Describe Yourself: i dont know, ask someone else What's Your Ultimate Goal In Life: i dont know yet How Would You Like To Die?: ways...... ---- FIRSTS First best friend: i dont remember First screen name: dont remember Self-purchased album: i dont remember First funeral: my uncle jims First pet(s): my old dog diamond First piercing/tattoo: ears ----- LASTS Last car ride: my grandma Last good cry: sometime this week Last movie seen: i watched american pie last night Last beverage drank: frozen coke Last food consumed: burger king Last phone call: my mom Last time showered: this morning Last shoes worn: black and white flip flops Last item bought: fall out boy CD Last annoyance: my brother Last time wanting to die: last night SPECIFICS Do you do drugs: no What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is i the shower What are you most scared of: firee, knifes What are you listening to right now?: helena-my chemical romance Where do you want to get married?: i dont know How many buddies are online right now?: 16 FAVORITES Boy name: December Girl name: infinity Subjects in school: no subject Abbreviation: lmao Perfume: lilu HAVE YOU EVER Given anyone a bath: yea my cousin Smoked?: no Bungee jumped?: NOPE Skinny dipped?: no Ever been in love?: yea...... Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yea Cried when someone died?: yea Been rejected?: yea Rejected someone?: yea Done something you regret?: i dont really regret things LAST PERSON You touched: my grandma Hugged: my mom You IMed: ally IMed you: erin Called you: my mom You called: carla Bought you flower/s : my dad WHO DO YOU WANNA Kill: people.... Slap: my dad WHICH IS BETTER Coke or Pepsi: regular pepsi, but diet coke Flowers or candy: flowers Tall or short: tall RANDOM In the morning I am: tired All I need is: people who truly care Love is: hell I dream about: so many things What do you notice first: first notice when? Last person you danced with: either ally hannah or carla Makes you smile: my friends u: ????? DO YOU EVER Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: not really Wish you were younger: sometimes NUMBER Of times I have had my heart broken: many many times Of hearts I have broken: i dont know of guys I've kissed: alot Of girls I've kissed: ummm... now thats a funny story Of continents I have lived in: one Of tight friends: a few Of CD's I own: over 50 Of scars on body: over 80 3 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [20 Aug 2005|04:29pm] just got back from by cousin christophers baptism. first we went to the church where they did the actually baptism. it was so funny. during the service my little cousin anthony kept talking really loud. and he kept on asking questions, and it was so cute. bbut anyway that took about an hour. then we went to the detroit yacht club for the party. omg it was so scary. at one point when we were all in line getting food, i was on one side of the table, and my great aunt ann marie was on the otherside of it. she fell foward but caught herself, then she fell backwards and passed out. someone called 911. but it was so scary because when she passed out her eyes were still open and so was her mouth. but she woke up and everything went back to normal. the lesson here, dont mix your pills with alchohol. but anyways, after that me and my cousin brittany were walking up and down the docks being idiots. and she was in high heels and her heels kept getting caught in the cracks! well i gotta go, time to go to the dream cruise! ~shelby~ Comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [19 Aug 2005|11:01pm] XxNascarXBabexX1: hey XxNascarXBabexX1: so tell me about today neva go 0n 3792: well... first i had to go to Homeroom.. what a blast... XxNascarXBabexX1: and then what? tel me about like people did anyone talk to you? neva go 0n 3792: and then we had to go to the "Leciture room neva go 0n 3792: " XxNascarXBabexX1: whats that? neva go 0n 3792: a room where they take you to talk to the whole grade... its really small... its like the size of the book closet there neva go 0n 3792: kk XxNascarXBabexX1: what happens in that room? neva go 0n 3792: idk they just talked... and everyone looked at me funny XxNascarXBabexX1: then hat? XxNascarXBabexX1: *what XxNascarXBabexX1: :-P XxNascarXBabexX1: i am just so full of questions neva go 0n 3792: well then we went to the tiny gym to talk with the Pricipal XxNascarXBabexX1: is the school small? neva go 0n 3792: BORING you basically cant wear anything there XxNascarXBabexX1: like what cant you wear? neva go 0n 3792: FLIP FLOPS XxNascarXBabexX1: OMG what else cant you? neva go 0n 3792: Tank Tops neva go 0n 3792: your shorts have to go right like about your knees XxNascarXBabexX1: i would not be able to do that not wear tank tops and flip flops XxNascarXBabexX1: omg XxNascarXBabexX1: these people are special XxNascarXBabexX1: so did anyone talk to you neva go 0n 3792: ummm ya this gurl named Rachel was really nice XxNascarXBabexX1: awesome, see ur making friends neva go 0n 3792: :-\idk XxNascarXBabexX1: what? neva go 0n 3792: BUT I DID SEE A REALLY CUTE GUY WHO ASKED WHAT MY NAME WAS!!! XxNascarXBabexX1: they are going to love u once they get to no u XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D XxNascarXBabexX1: :-* XxNascarXBabexX1: what was his name neva go 0n 3792: hopefully neva go 0n 3792: ummm... im not sure XxNascarXBabexX1: u didnt ask? neva go 0n 3792: nope neva go 0n 3792: i was really shy XxNascarXBabexX1: dont be shy, and i just went downstairs to pour myself some pepsi then when i looked at the cup it said COKE! lol neva go 0n 3792: lol XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D XxNascarXBabexX1: yes XxNascarXBabexX1: :-\ neva go 0n 3792: great this just makes my life worse XxNascarXBabexX1: baby XxNascarXBabexX1: its ok XxNascarXBabexX1: i love you XxNascarXBabexX1: all u need is shelby love XxNascarXBabexX1: ps: tell logan he needs shelby love XxNascarXBabexX1: i dont know what to say MY HEAD HURTS XxNascarXBabexX1: im cunfuzed XxNascarXBabexX1: i need a hug neva go 0n 3792: **HUG**i need one too XxNascarXBabexX1: **HUG** XxNascarXBabexX1: look at my pro neva go 0n 3792: neva go 0n 3792: XxNascarXBabexX1: that doesnt say anything neva go 0n 3792: im on aim express and it wont let me do anything but talk XxNascarXBabexX1: oh ill send it to u at the bottom it says XxNascarXBabexX1: all u need is shelby love XxNascarXBabexX1: ps: tell logan he needs shelby love neva go 0n 3792: kk neva go 0n 3792: lol XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D neva go 0n 3792: i like it neva go 0n 3792: :-\:-) XxNascarXBabexX1: me too cuz everyone needs my love neva go 0n 3792: ya they do XxNascarXBabexX1: :-Dxcept for people i dont love neva go 0n 3792: lol XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D neva go 0n 3792: how come everytime i feel like shit you make me feel like pretty flowers? XxNascarXBabexX1: because im sexy and you love me neva go 0n 3792: :'(God i miss you so much! XxNascarXBabexX1: i miss you to neva go 0n 3792: everything seems to be getting worse and worse lately XxNascarXBabexX1: when do i get to see u neva go 0n 3792: wait what day did Carla leave? neva go 0n 3792: SOON XxNascarXBabexX1: i have no idea, but she has been gone for a while neva go 0n 3792: ookk XxNascarXBabexX1: yeah neva go 0n 3792: i have to clal Josh tomorrow XxNascarXBabexX1: good idea neva go 0n 3792: =-O neva go 0n 3792: oh ya 1 neva go 0n 3792: wait was mi allowed to tell Ally they were goin out?:-\ neva go 0n 3792: *i XxNascarXBabexX1: yeah r u talking to her neva go 0n 3792: ya XxNascarXBabexX1: shes not answering me no fair XxNascarXBabexX1: ok now she is neva go 0n 3792: lol XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D neva go 0n 3792: well are you gunna b on 4 a while? neva go 0n 3792: cuze im babysittin XxNascarXBabexX1: babysitting who? XxNascarXBabexX1: dont leave me neva go 0n 3792: my lil cuzins Alex and Keegan XxNascarXBabexX1: how old are they neva go 0n 3792: 9 neva go 0n 3792: and Keegan is 4 XxNascarXBabexX1: the older one can watch the littler one XxNascarXBabexX1: where is everyone else? neva go 0n 3792: hes so cute... but he fell out of the Golf cart Thursday XxNascarXBabexX1: ouch neva go 0n 3792: were watchin a movie... but he fell in Dustin and Jason's drive way... he was okay... but ya be on later ok XxNascarXBabexX1: no dont leav XxNascarXBabexX1: e XxNascarXBabexX1: i might not be on to much longer XxNascarXBabexX1: onlt till like 12 (here) XxNascarXBabexX1: when will u be back neva go 0n 3792: ok... ill be back b4 then neva go 0n 3792: PROMISE neva go 0n 3792: O:-)Angels Honor XxNascarXBabexX1: ok XxNascarXBabexX1: i love ya XxNascarXBabexX1: ttyl XxNascarXBabexX1: did you tell mom and tj i loved them like u promised neva go 0n 3792: Love YOu neva go 0n 3792: yupp XxNascarXBabexX1: bye bye neva go 0n 3792: buh bye XxNascarXBabexX1: bye talk to you soon XxNascarXBabexX1: :-* neva go 0n 3792: kk KISSEZ XxNascarXBabexX1: adios CHESSE NIP neva go 0n 3792: bye bye... Cheese Pin XxNascarXBabexX1: or dare i say..... potaoe stick neva go 0n 3792: RoFLMAO XxNascarXBabexX1: :-D ok go watch the little ones, but hurry back neva go 0n 3792: kk XxNascarXBabexX1: bye man i love rea! she is so effing awesome! i cant wait till i get to go visit her in illinois! well i am gunna call it a night becuase i gotta get up early to go to my little cousins baptism! ~Shelby~ comment! 3 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [14 Aug 2005|08:41am] last night i went to the movies with hannaah and ally. we got our tickets, went into the movie but we got bored within the first 5 minutes, so we left and walked around birmingham. at one point we were sittin on a bench and these mexican looking guys told us to go with them but we didnt, but then we saw them again and one guy was being nice but the others werent. the nice guys name was 'the shit'. then we went to starbucks and ally and hannah got some kind of smoothie thingy, but ally ended up dropping hers. it started raining so we were just sitting there in the rain having all kinds of wild fun. us three had some very good deep conversation. but then my dad came andgot us, so we dropped hannah and ally off then i came back here. i am just so excited that my friend danielle is home, i should behanging out with her sometime this week, because im going to the mall with hannah and ally, so danielle is gunna come to. i havent seen her in months, and i have never seen her in like a normal enviroment, like outside. so this is going to be really awesome! well g2g ~shelby~ comment! 11 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [13 Aug 2005|08:34pm] OH MY GOD IM SO EXCITED!!!!! MY FRIEND DANIELLE IS FINALLY HOME FROM HER PLACEMENT!!!!! I MISS HER SO MUCH AND NOW SHE IS FINALLY HOME!!!!! I HOPE I GET TO SEE HER THIS WEEK!!!!! YAY!!!!! MY GOD I AM JUST SO HAPPY!!! `well gotta go, bout to leave for the movies! ~Shelby~ comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [13 Aug 2005|05:11pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | the willing-emanuel ] tomight im going to the movies with hannah and ally. we are gunna see mr and mrs smith. it will be so much fun i mean, it is us, we have so much fun together. well im at my dads and it is so boring. so im just sitting here listening to music. nothing real fun. im so happy i go back to my moms tomorrow. i will probably just hang out with hannah and ally alot, since carla is up north. but hopefully she is coming back soon. me-BOO! ally-*looks around then giggles* me-hannah heres your shorts *throws something in pool* wait wheres my shirt! me-*looks around* hannah did i wear a shirt? fun fun times. gotta do it again. well gotta go, will update later. ~Shelby~ comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [12 Aug 2005|08:27pm] Hey! On The 10th I Went And Hing Out With Carla And Ally Up At Rogers! Then Hannah Came! We Weny Swimming At Allys House For About Maybe 45 Minutes. Then We Went And Had Some Oranges. Well Hannah Didnt But She Said She Will Soon. I Left At About 9:30. When I Went Home My Phone Rang And I Thought The Name Said Ally, But When I Answered It It Was Actually OTIS! EWWWWWWWW! So i Ended Up Talkin To Otis For Like A Half Hour! Yesturday I Hing Out With Hannah Then Eric And Brandon K Came Too! THEN They Went And Got Carla! So We Were All Just Up At Angell Hanging Out. Then Eric And Hannah Came Back To My House! Eric Left At Some Point. Then I Walked Hannah Part Way Home! So Right Now Im At My Dads Having ALOT Of Fun Because The Lamphere Senoir Football Team Is Here Haning A Party And They Are SO Hott! Except Mine And Carlas Favorite, Mo, Isnt Here Because He Quit The Team! Grrrr! Well Im Gunna Go Now! ~Shelby~ Comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [08 Aug 2005|03:45pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | dance dance-fall out boy ] [ ] I am bisexual or homosexual. [x] I've consumed alcohol. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am [ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. [x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [ ] I am for Bush. [ ] I listen to political music. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [x] I open up to others easily. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I watch the news. [x] I own over 5 rap CDs [ ] I own an iPod or MP3 [x] I own something from Hot Topic [x] I love Disney Movies. [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes [ ] I don't kill bugs [x] I curse regularly. [ ] I paid for that cell phone ring. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. [ ] I love Spam. [ ] I bake well. [x] I wear pajamas to school. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie [ ] I have a job. [ ] I love Martha Stewart. [x] I am in love with love. [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I am self conscious. [x] I like to laugh [ ] I smoke a pack a day. [ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [ ] I loved Go Ask Alice. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I have many scars. [x] I've been out of this country. [ ] I believe in ghosts. [ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [x] I see a therapist. [ ] I love white chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play computer games/video games. [ ] Gotten lost in your city. [x] Saw a shooting star. [x] Been to any other countries besides the united states [ ] I Had a serious Surgery. [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [x] I have Kissed a Stranger [x] Hugged a stranger [ ] Been in a fist fight [ ] Been arrested. [x] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose. [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator [ ] Made out in an elevator [x] Swore at your parents [X] Kicked a guy where it hurts. [x] Been close to love [ ] Been to a casino. [ ] Been skydiving [ ] Broken a bone. [x] Skipped school [x] Flashed someone [X] Saw a therapist [ ] Done the splits [x] Played spin the bottle [ ] Gotten stitches. [ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x] Bitten someone [ ] Been to Niagara Falls [X] Gotten the chicken pox [x] Kissed a member of the same sex [ ] Crashed into a friend's car [ ] Been to Japan [ ] Ridden in a taxi [ ] Shoplifted. [ ] Been fired [ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex [x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back [ ] Stole something from your job. [ ] Gone on a blind date [x] Lied to a friend [ ] Had a crush on a teacher/sub. [ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans [ ] Been to Europe [ ] Slept with a co-worker [ ] Been married [ ] Gotten divorced [ ] Had children [ ] Saw someone dying [ ] Been to Africa [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day [x] Been to Canada [ ] Been to Mexico [x] Been on a plane [ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [ ] Thrown up in a bar [ ] Eaten Sushi [ ] Been snowboarding [ ] Been Skiing [x] Met someone in person from the internet [ ] Been moshing at a concert [ ] Been to a motor-cross show [ ] Lost a child [ ] Gone to college [ ] Done hard drugs [x] Taken painkillers [x] Had someone cheat on you [x] Miss someone right now Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [06 Aug 2005|02:22pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Bleed Like Me-Garbage ] Im Having Just A Dandy Day. Im Just Sitting Here At My Grandmas Listen To Music And Talking To Carla And Ally! They Are Very Interesting To Talk To! But Then Again They Are Very Odd People! Well I Just Have A Real Quick Thing To Say To Two People.......... JDD: OK, I Have No Idea Why You "Hate" Me And Wont Talk To Me. I Didnt Do Anything To You Besides Be Extemly Nice, I Even Started Being Nice To Helen Which Was Difficult For Me At The Time. But Now I Guess You Dont Want To Ever Speak To Me Again, And I Am OK With That Because I Deserve Friends That Wont Stop Talking To Me For Absolutly No Reason. So You Can Go Have Fun Doing Whatever You Want Because Me AND Carla No Longer Care At All! And Oh Yeah, Im SO Over You! STB: Ok, You Know Sorry For What Happened And All, But I Was Just Looking Out For Carla Because I Care About Her So Much! So You Can Be Mad At Me, And You Can Be Mad At Carla, But There IS No Point. If You Wouldnt Of Said Anything To Me This Wouldnt Of Happened! You Know I Cant Keep My Mouth Shut! So I Also Wanted To Say To You That Me And Carla Dont Care At All, And Carla Is So Over YOU! So Well Anyway, Im Probably Gunna Go Visit My Great Grandma In The Hospital Soon. She Just Had A Stroke The Other Day. So Well I Will Update Later. ~Shelby~ Comment! 4 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [02 Aug 2005|12:10pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Because I got High-Afroman ] Aloha Peoples! I Am At Hannahs House With carla And Of Corse Hannah. We Are Just Sitting Here Doing Nothing! But Oh Man, It Is Some Fun Nothing! Well What Has Happended Lately............ Today Carla Hannah And Sean Came Over. Sean Was Being His Normal Weird Self, And By That I Mean, Obsessed Wiht mine And Hannahs Boobs. Carla Was Just Getting Sick Of It So She Dumped His Sorry Ass, ANd Now He Wont Even Talk To Me. Then After He Left He Called Me Cell And Was Like 'Stop Calling Josh. He Doesnt Like You He Has A Girlfriend, And He Never Wants To See You Again'. So Now Im All Confuzed And Pissed At Them, But O Well Me And Carla Can Both Do Better! Well Anywayz Gotta Go So Carla Can Go On! ~Shelby Comment! 3 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [31 Jul 2005|09:56am] [ music | Remedy-Seether ] O Man It Is Way To Early! I Should Still Be Asleep, But Know We Had To Go To Church Early Because Im Going To A Car Race Wiht My Dad. When I Really Want To Be Going To The Warped Tour. But Omg The Coolest Thing Happened Today. After Church My Dad Took Me And My Brother To The Coffee Beanery. And Well There Was This Guy Who Worked There, Who Kind Of Looked Familiar. So While I Was Eating I Kept Wondering Who He Was, Then It Hit Me, I Met Him At Kingswood, He Was In My Group Therapy! We Didnt Say Hi Or Anything, But The Way He Looked At Me, I Knew He Remembered Me. And I Think That It Is So Cool That One Of My Friends From There Lives Right Near Me! I Need To Go There Again At This Time So Me And Him Can Actualy Talk! So Well Anyway Im Bored So Im Gunna Stop Updating Now. ~Shelby~ Comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [30 Jul 2005|06:02pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | the willing-emanuel ] HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY ELAINE!!!!!!!!! Well Since Today Is Elaines Birthday I Went To Her House To Help Her Celebrate. When I Got There We Walked Up To 7-11 And Got Some Candy. On The Way Back We Walked Right In The Middle Of Catalpa, And All The Cars Kept Swerving. It Was So Fun! Well When We Got Back To Her House We Went Down Stairs And Watched Blues Clues. Her Little 3 Year Old Brother Was Down There To. Me And Elaine Found This Little Toy So We Threw It Across The Room And Said 'Fetch' And Her Brother Actualy Went And Got It. So For About 15 Minutes we Were Playing Fetch With Her Little Brother, And At One Point He Brought It Back In His Mouth And Barked.Lol. That Is Mine And Elaines Favorite Past Time! Well We Had Cake And It Was An Ice Cream Cake That HAd Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream, And Chocolate Cake. So Now Im Back At My Dads Listening To The List Of Songs Elaine Gave Me, Which By The Way Elaine, I Really Like! So Now I Really Have Nothing To Do So Im Gunna Take Some Quizes. You dont sleep. It's not because you love life too much to lay your head down, it's because you can't or just dont want to. Sleep? Who cares, right? In fact, who really cares about anything? You dont. Maybe you're mad at someone for something they did, but its probably more than just one person who has pissed you off. People have probably told you to get over your issues lots of times, but thats just because most of them dont understand how deep some scars can go. How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla Looks like you have failed and will be going to Hell. v.v No worries, over half the people who take this quiz will be getting this result. At least you were honest to answer the questions truthfully and you might stand a chance in getting into Heaven. Oh well, look on the bright side, at least you won't be cold! Are you going to Heaven or Hell? brought to you by Quizilla Midnight is the time of day (or night, more or less) that best represents you. You have little patience for idiots and probably would like nothing more than for people to just leave you alone sometimes. People often see you as being a very dark and cold person, and you probably have some inner anger or resentment towards those who have hurt you in the past. You are almost always open to unusual ideas and you like expressing yourself through writing and/or drawing. What Time of Day Best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Your soul is vengeful. That is the driving feeling you have in your life right now. Someone fooled/betrayed you really bad and now you are after them to make them pay. Your heart and mind has been blackened by your hate for this person and it's on the line obsession. You need to let go, but that is something you just are incapable of doing. Betrayal is something you don't take very lightly and you can easily make new enemies. People often see you as a cold and harsh person who may be in need of anger management, but they don't know what you're going through and can't understand. On the bright side; you don't give up that easy when you've decided to do something. Hopefully you will have your revenge, if it is within reason, and get your honour and dignity back. How is your soul?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla Well G2g ~Shelby~ Comment! Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [29 Jul 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | The Tv ] [[Ever Been Called...]] Dumb?: Yes Retarted?: Yes Ugly?: Yes Hot?: yes Anorexic?: Nope A waste of space?: nope Useless?: Yes Smelly?: Yes A Slut?: Uh Huh Beautiful?: Yes Smart?: Yupp Quiet?: yep Boring?: Yes A Bitch?: Of Corse Rebel?: No Conceited?: I Dont Know What That Means [[Currently]] What are you wearing?: Jeans And White Tank Top Who are you talking to?: NO One How is the weather?: Warm What are you listening to?: MTV HITS...non stop music videos What/Who are you thinking about?: Certain Person.......... What are you eating/drinking?: Nothing What are you looking forward to?: Seeing Carla What are you reading?: Nothing How are you feeling?: Worried How is your hair?: In A Messy Bun What time is it?: 8:21 What are you annoyed by?: ALOT Of Things/People [[When Was The Last Time You..]] Burped?: today Went to the movies?: Like Three Days Ago Went out to eat?: long time ago Cried?: Today Got dumped?: A While Ago Dumped someone?: A While Ago Threw up?: My Birthday Peed?: Earlier Went skating?: I Can Not Remember Went for a walk?: Today Ate ice cream?: Few Days Ago Got into a fight?: I Dont Know [[Issues]] Do you do drugs?: no Do you have a mental disablity?: No Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: I Was What kind?: None Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: no What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: Addiction [[Who was the last person you...]] Talked to?: Reagan Yelled at?: Josh D Kissed: Regan Hugged?: Reagan Went out to eat with?: carla, josh and sean Flirted with?: someoen........ Talked to on the phone?: reagan IMed?: Kelly G Recieved an IM from?: Kelly G E-Mail?: Sarah Bentley Got flowers from?: Carla Bought Me One Like Two Weeks Ago Danced with?: Sean Fought with?: My Dad Worried about?: Carla! Cried over?: Someone....... Thought about?: carla [[Are you...]] Understanding?: yes Pretty?: i dont think so Nice?: sometimes A bitch?: sometimes Hard to get?: sometimes Confident?: sometimes Depressed?: Well..... Yeah I Guess Hyper?: yes Friendly?: somtimes Hungry?: no Original?: Yeah Shy?: Nope Emotional?: Yes Messy?: yup Immature?: sometimes Sad?: Yeah Trusting?: yes! Healthy?: Yeah Sleepy?: yes! Lonely?: No Independent?: yea Romantic?: I Dont Know [[Do you...]] Do you drink [alcohol]?: no Do you party a lot?: sometimes How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: Like A Zillion Times Do you skip classes? How often?: Not To Often Do you steal?: no Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: Depends What You Think Innaprprite Is Do you drool over celebrities?: No Do you watch a lot of TV?: Yeah Do you ever watch the News?: no Do you read books often?: Yeah Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yea Do you smoke cigarettes?: no Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: Mall Soemtimes, Who Hangs At 7 11? Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: yes Do you cuss a lot?: Yeah Are you desperate to fit in?: no Are you intelligent?: Not Really Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: No Make-up?: Mascara, Lip Gloss Low-cut tops?: yah Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: someyimes. i guess Giggle a lot?: no but i laugh alot Read YM ( which is now TEEN VOUGE!), Teen, Cosmo, at all?: yeah [In the last 24 hours, have you] Cried: Yes Bought something: Yes Gotten sick: Almost Sang: Yeah Eaten: Yeah Been kissed: Yeah Felt stupid: Yeah Met someone new: Yeah Moved on: No? Had a serious talk: O Yes Missed someone: yes Hugged someone: yes Fought with your parents: Yes [Personal] Who is your role model: Dont Really Have One What are some of your pet peeves: I Dont Know Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: No Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Yeah Want someone you don't have right now: Yeah Ever liked your best guy friend: Yeah Do you want to get married: yes Do you want kids: someday Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: No Are you happy with you: Kinda Are you happy with your life: Not Really If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: sStuff........ Pierce your nose or tongue? Tounge Be serious or be funny? Funny Do you have a crush? Yes Who is it? Not Sayin 2 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [26 Jul 2005|02:22pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Dance Dance-Fall Out Boy ] Hey. Well Lets See, Sunday I Spent The Night At Josh Ds. House Because I was having Some Home Problems. It Was SO Hilarious, We Went To Sears And I Made Sean Come With Me To Look At Lipgloss, And He Decided To Paint His Nails Pink, And He Spilled The Pink Polish Everywhere So We Took Off, And He Never Got Caught. Then When We Got Home Me And Joshs Sister, Brandi, Decided To Curl Seans Hair. He Looked So Pretty, It Was A Hot Look For Him. Then Seans Put On My Pajama Shorts Which Were Supa Short On Him! It Was So Fun Because Later That Night Me, Josh, Carla, And Sean Were All At Joshs Neighboor, Noahs, House And He Has One Of Those Blow Up Pool.And Well We All Started Getting A Little Hot So First In ALL His Clothes Josh Jumps In, Then In Just His Boxers, In Goes Sean. Then In All My Clothes I Get Pulled In By Josh And Sean. Then In Her Clothes In Comes Crla! It Was So Fun. Josh Kept Doing Front Flips In And It Was Scaring Me Because It Was So Shallow I Thought He Was Gunna Like. Break His Neck. Well After We Walked Carla Home Me Josh And Sean Went Back To Joshs. We All Changed Out Of Our Wet Clothes Into Our Pajamas. We All Were In The Kitchhen Getting A Snck When Josh Decides To Start A Little Game Of Whipping Towels. I Had A Huge Welt On My Thigh From HIm!Then I Went In Joshs Room With The Guys To Watch Viva La Bam. Then I Went Into His Sisters Room And Finally Fell Asleep At Like 2! THEN Yesturday Me,Carla,Josh, And Sean All Went TO The Mall.I Got The Fall Out Boy CD. We Had About Fifteen Dollars Left So The Guys Decided We Should Go To American Fun Center. We Won Over 600 Tickets, And All We Got Was A My Little Pony, A Fan, Candy, And Jell Bracletts, Oh And A Chinesse Finger Trap. Today Me Carla Josh Sean This Girl Mel, And A Bitch* Cough*Helen*Cough*. We Are Gunna See Charlie And The Chocolate Factory. Well G2g Will Update More Later ~Shelby~ Comment~ 7 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [22 Jul 2005|02:06pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Rise Against-Swing Life Away ] Everytime I Look Into Your Eyes I See My Own Lonliness Everytime I Reach For our Hand I Feel A Cold Emptiness Everytime I Go To Talk To You All I Can Let Out Is A Scream Everytime Im Not With You Is A Nightmare But At The Same Time A Dream Everytime I Close My Eyes I See You And Me But Everytime I Open Them You And Her Are All I See Writin By Me Wrote For Someone Special 1 x3 Bleed Like Me

GLOBAL_HEAD<= [10 Jul 2005|02:28pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Time Of Your Life(Good Riddance) ] Hey, Well Im bored So Im Gunna Do This Thing I Got From Melz LJ! section one - introduction + known as: Shelby + lives in: Berkley + birthday: January 7th + shoe size: 9 + hair color: Brown With Blonde Highlights + eye color: blue/Green section two - have you ever ... + cheated on someone?: no + been cheated on?: yes + fallen off the bed?: yes a few times + broken someone's heart?: i dunno + had a dream come true?: yes + done something you regret?: i dont really regret things + cheated on a test?: yeah section three - currently + wearing: tan capris, white cami, brown shirt, white entines w/ checkers, white bra, blue boy shorts + listening to?: anna nalick "Breathe" + located?: My Living room + chatting with?: A Few Peoples + watching?: w/e my dad has on + should REALLY be doing?: cleaning my room section four - do you ... + brush your teeth?: yes + have any piercings?: ears double pierced + drive?: not yet + drink?: nope + smoke cigs?: nope + smoke reefer?: nope section five - the last person you ... + hugged?: my dad + kissed?: my dad on the cheeck + IMed?: Haley H. + talked to on the phone: Eric + yelled at?: My Brother section six - personal + what do you want to be when you grow up?: a Teacher Or Psychologist. + what has been the best day of your life?: none yet, but there is more to come + what comes first in your life?: friends & Family + do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: crush + what are you most scared of?: Fire, And Knifes + did you lose someone you really loved?: Yeah + how many times have you fallen in love?: a few....... + love your friends?: Yeah section seven - favorite at the moment + movie: Girl Interrupted + store: Hot Topic + relative: My Aunt Karen( On My Dads Side) + sport: Footbal( For Certain Reasons) + ice cream flavor: Cake batter + fruit: strawberries + candy: Sour Skittle + day of the week: Friday + color: Green + name for a girl: Infinity + name for a boy: December section eight - do you + like to give hugs?: Yes + like to give kisses? YES + like to walk in the rain?: Yeah, I LOVE The Rain + like to travel?: Yeah + have a goldfish?: no + have stuffed animals?: Lots! section nine - what do you think about ... + suicide:Persons Choice + smoking: I Dont Care, Persons Choice + eating disorders: Ok, Those Scare Me + summer: i Love Summer section ten - this or that + pierced nose or tongue?: tongue + MTV or BET?: MTV + 7th Heaven or dawson's creek?: I Dont KNow The Difference + sugar or salt?: sugar + silver or gold?: silver + chocolate or flowers: flowers + color or black-and-white photos?: black and white + stay up late or sleep in?: stay up late + hot or cold?: hot + mustard or ketchup?: ketchup + wonder or amazement?: amazement + mexican or italian: both + candy or soda?: both + pepsi or coke?: coke ~Shelby~ Comment! 11 x3 Bleed Like Me

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